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 The day I followed you, I didn't think much besides that I liked your vibes. Most people don't chase their passions and joys; instead, they live for the moments when they can explore them and cherish them for a minute. But that wasn't you. You didn't chase, you lived. I knew I wanted to know a part of that. I never expected you to actually follow me back, let alone message me. 

I didn't realize exactly what would happen... but I never imagined you would want to know me. We messaged, and you were genuine, even with your busy schedule, you managed to make time. You even called. You put more effort into knowing me than most. We talked, and I knew I would want to know you. You lived. People who lived for themselves were the people I wanted to immerse myself in. 

I told you I was coming to see you guys, and you didn't skip a beat. I thought I would be anxious. But as I walked up to the amphitheater and security, you called out my name and smiled. We weren't strangers who only talked on the phone or messaged each other. You offered me friendship, and I took it. You introduced me and made me feel like I, too, was a part of your day. You had to get ready for your show. I smiled, thinking that that would be it. a simple encounter, but you didn't just end it there with that simple hello. Instead, you went on stage and came back to me, making sure, as someone who was flying solo that night, that I was having a good time. 

You shared smiles, and I knew with each glance you were making sure I was ok. I felt safe. You played with such intensity, I could tell you were transported into your own time and world. It was a sight to see. That night, you checked in with me. Something I wasn't used to. I felt like I should have been the one supplying you with water and making sure to check in with you. 

After the concert, I thought you would bask in your glow and energy. Yet you managed to share it with me, inviting me to come with you on your night out. I wanted to be a part of that. I said yes, and met you at the bar. You were refreshing, you didn't hover, you did your thing, but in a way where I didn't feel like I was intruding. I met the rest of the band, and they too had an intense positive energy. 

I thank you for sharing your night with me. 

We didn't end it there, though. The next night, I wanted to see you again, I had the time and I knew I could. Yet, you made it possible. You were a man of YES. You truly were; if he could, he would. That energy is so rare to find. Most people play games and waste time. Time is priceless. You knew what you wanted, and you made things possible. 

I hope we meet again, but I know you are on a journey, and I will support you from here with a smile, and know that what you gave me was more than a night; you gave me hope. Hope that good exists. Thank you!