What do you want

     It's funny how quickly others will tell you what you want or believe they think you need. Truth is the only person who knows that is yourself. So today I will tell you before you put words into my mouth (which darling is an aggravating pet peeve of mine). 

    I want to feel the sunshine on my face, a warm cup of coffee that warms me down to my toes, the weight off my shoulders, and the knots of tension in my body to melt away. I want to be held. I want someone to stop asking what I want or need. I want people to stop asking how I am. People are so full of air and words. They have no sense of action. They don't come when they already know that the I'm Fine, is just a cry for please come and see for yourself. I want you by my side without having to ask. I want your hands wrapped around me pulling me in for an embrace. I want genuine. 

    I have had moments, but that's all they ever were. 

So instead 

I do 

what 

I want.