How can you not laugh

 If it isn't one thing it's another. 

I am pretty sure that statement can resonate with many of you. Well, the interview was canceled, the battery is bad and needs to be replaced, and so on. I am pretty sure we have all been in a situation like this, where everything just seems to be going against us. I'm trying but damn, how do you not just throw your head back and laugh. Laugh. Put a smile on that face of yours. My body feels like it has been thrown against a tree. My autoimmune disorder is driving me crazy. How would you like to feel nauseous all day, with a headache that lurks around. Stress doesn't help. It's causing my body to hate me. It's causing all the things I don't need. I feel old. 

Okay, can I start again...?

This seems so doom and gloom. I needed to vent. Do you? Right now I guess listening to Jelly Roll and writing shall be my therapy. Music is one thing that can soothe. Blast the music, make it vibrate throughout my body, make it consume my thoughts. It's the silence we so desperately seek. It speaks and it's honest. I'm having a conversation with my Spotify account. 

Save Me (with Lainey Wilson) Jelly Roll