Back to it

 I feel like I never left. It's easy to fall back into routine. Last night I served and it was great, it's nice to see old faces and smile and share a moment of memory with them. They don't know what's happened to me, or do they see the change? There were also new faces which I welcomed. Change happens and you know what. We should welcome it, otherwise, we will get left behind. 

    I haven't yet put my SIM card in, and it's nice. I am not attached to my phone as much. I forget how easy it is to "care". A like, comment, snap back. It all is simple and mundane. To me, it doesn't mean anything. I have learned that if you truly care, you will make time for it. I mean that's what I have always done. But I guess that's a part of my love language. Quality Time. We each get this precious gift called time. 1 Day, 24 hrs, 1,440 minutes, 86,400 seconds. Time is continuously moving with no pause button. My dogs, Corona and Oakley. When I came home, they welcomed me with wet slobbery kisses. To them, I may have been gone for 4 months, but maybe they saw it as just a day. Who knows. 

Time is a funny thing, you don't realize just how precious it is until it's gone.

Today a friend has invited me to come with him to his tattoo appointment. To be honest I am honored. I can still remember my first tattoo, it's an experience you will never forget. Tattoos are like therapy, it's a way to erase the pain or maybe to numb something, or it could be to express and relay a message. Tattoos are art. To me they are freedom. I can't wait to be there for him. 

    Tuesday I have an interview. 

I know all of these have no connection, and this just seems like a blurt and blur, but that's exactly how it feels. I came home, and everything around me was continuously going. I knew things were not gonna stop and be put on pause when I left. But it's crazy... I feel like I missed something, but then again. I haven't really missed anything. Maybe this sounds narcissistic but I didn't miss anything because I was living. But I missed what we could have been. I missed the chance to make memories with you, so I guess now is the time to make up for it.

I am back.

Things change and so do I.